Dreams are coming fast and vivid the past few days - first I am birthing things, then I am facing my fears and conquering them - standing in my own power. But this morning was - I think blockage. Something I need to work on.
First, I am out somewhere and I call my mom and dad to come get me - they do and they take me home, which was the house I grew up in. When I dream of my dad, it means I need to pull up my big girl pants and get serious - when I dream of my mom it means I need to be or feel safe or I need comfort.
Once home, they go to bed, it's night - and I am trying frantically to send messages to friends letting them know where I am - but nothing is working. My phone/computer either wont connect or the mail wont send or something is just wrong. This happens when I am having communication issues in the real world - although, I didn't think I was having any. Something is miscommunicating anyway.
So, then I go down the hall to tell my mom that nothing is working, I have a blanket wrapped around my shoulders (comfort I think) - it is all dark/night and she is asleep on the living room floor by the sofa. I notice as I walk down the hall that a huge black snake comes out of the hall closet and glides around the room on the upper wall before stopping at the bookshelves and crawling into the middle shelf to watch me. I HATE snakes in real life, but here I am faking not scared? Trying to pretend it doesn't freak me out? So it wont sense fear? Something like that - so my mom wont wake up so I cant tell her I can't communicate with anyone and then I notice that the snake is now lighting up/glowing in the dark. The colors are like the Stuart Semple LIT green and orange - and they are in stripes down its body and then face. First green then orange. (Green - growth. Orange - expansive, mind expanding)
I am really trying to get my mom to wake up so she can see this but no, she sleeps LOL I watch it shift colors until it starts to move off the shelf. I feel a bit worried here as I dont want it near me so I tighten up my blanket (safety) and move back to the hall door and then shut it behind me. As in real life, this door has a small metallic grate in the bottom and I can see the snake in front of the door.
It's acting almost like a little kid who wants attention? Kinda moving back and forth making weird noises and kind of tantrumy? I don't like this so I hit the door and stomp my foot - it stops for a moment then starts up again so I repeat the door stomp then I say NO - like scolding a kid.
Then the black snake morphs into a small reddish colored lynx. I am not even remotely surprised about this and tell it to sit and stay and it does.
Then I wake up.
So the black snake it see as transformation, healing, kundalini, vital energy but also my sort of fear for it - or my need to overcome that fear for the unknown, mystery, unexplored part of me. Also, I have put a door in between us - I am blocking my moving into a new space of transition. It glows green/growth and orange/expansion.
Lynx - seer of the unseen - drawing my attention to where I need to focus right now. See things I am not seeing - deceptions hidden.
This really gave me something to work on at any rate - I need to unblock some fears, communicate what I am after and focus better as well as letting some fears go so I can move forward.
Dreams are awesome roadmaps!
Not vicious or malicious
Just de-lovely and delicious