I have heard of this but just never looked into it until now.  It is eerily spot on - well, as much as I can figure out on my own anyway.

I am just adding some info here so I have it, but if anyone comes by and has more information please share!

Projectors
Projectors have an engaging and complex depth to their spirit. This type includes 20% of the population. Unlike Manifestors and Generators, Projectors must use their power wisely to live in alignment. Without careful use of their energy, they risk burnout in their daily lives -due to their lack of consistent inner-generated energy. 
Characteristics of a Projector include feeling like they don’t have a calling and the desire to be recognized for their skill. However, Projectors have skills that are highly sought after by others, which makes them excellent leaders. When Projectors learn to wait for the invitation, they can invite fulfillment into their lives. 

I guess my "Strategy," is "being invited. I need to learn more on that. 

With their lack of consistent energy, this type must become a master at productivity and act as a guide for others to do the same. When Projectors wait for the invitation, they can provide the necessary guidance that fulfills both themselves and others.

So maybe instead of bashing my way forward looking to help, I wait for others to ask/need?


Projectors who fail to wait for the invitation often feel unappreciated or experience bitterness that can prevent them from living happily. Even more so, accepting the right invitations becomes a crucial skill that can transcend the Projector.
Success is the signature of Projectors, making them very special. So if you’re a Projector, find joy in your work, and you will find success. 

Authority
Splenic (Huh, I would have thought I was more emotional LOL)


Splenic Inner Authority is frequently referred to as instinctual authority. Have you ever experienced a moment where you know if something is wrong? You may have Splenic Inner Authority.
Human Design types with this Inner Authority tend to be guided moment-by-moment, meaning that they live in the present and are acutely aware of their surroundings. They also receive authority by experiencing adrenal responses. If you have this Inner Authority, that may explain shaky palms, stomach-dropping or bursts of energy.  

Spot on LOL

Definition - Triple Split?


Profile - 3/6 The Living Contrast
This one really confuses me right now but - the 3 is Martyr 
Those with line three energy go the extra mile in whatever they do. They appreciate the eternal practice of learning and evolving.
The 6 is Role Model
Those with a sixth line live life in three distinctive phases. Each phase of life (~ every 30 years) brings new lessons and opportunities to teach those lessons to others.

Incarnation Cross - Right Angle Cross of Service (17/18 and 58/52)

Not self theme )The Tell-Tale Feeling That Happens When You're Not Living Your Design
Bitterness

Digestion - Consecutive Appetite

Strongest Sense - Taste

Environment - Caves YASSSS Please LOL
No no, apparently this is places where I can choose who I have around - where I have control of the situation.

This is from Talking BodyGraph and from Projector Movement on how to read it.

The Projector
- Aura: Focused and Absorbing
- Strategy: Wait for the Invitation
- Signature: Success
- Not-Self Theme: Bitterness


If the Sacral isn’t defined, and there isn’t a motor center connected to the throat, then you have yourself a Projector. Projectors have an absorbing and focused aura, which enables them to deeply know their environments as well as the people within those environments. 20% of the population are Projectors and they’re here to GUIDE, mainly the Generators, in how to best use their abundant energy.


The Projector’s strategy is to wait to be INVITED. It’s very important for Projectors to give themselves space and time to relax into themselves. This can look like a walk, reading a book, meditating, yoga, etc. This is because Projectors don’t have a consistent source of energy to keep going and going. This looks like a rhythm where you work, only when the right invitation comes, and then allow yourself to rest and relax in between invitations.


While you as a Projector are flowing and waiting for those invitations, there are three main things we recommend here:  


REST 
STUDY 
PLAY 
 
We have already talked about rest. Due to Projectors having an open Sacral Center, Projectors don’t have a consistent source of energy, so that calls for rest and relaxation to nourish and support the energy.  


Studying is important because Projectors are here to be masters of some system and to be a master you must study, so in between invitations it’s a good idea to study something you’re truly passionate about.    


Play is in alignment with the Projector aura, the Projector sensitivity, and the Projector energy. If you’re a Projector and you’re reading these words, we invite you to write down things in your life that feel like PLAY to you and then increase that in your life. Trust us, this will change everything for you. It will align you to your purpose when you choose to play and feel joy.  


The not-self theme for Projector is BITTERNESS. Do you want to know how to resolve that feeling? SUCCESS, which is the Projector’s signature theme. Projectors are designed to be successful, but many don’t feel that way because they’ve been conditioned to initiate (which is what Manifestors are here to do) and to work for extended periods of time (which is how Generators and Manifesting Generators are designed to live). Projectors are designed to live in a more feminine rhythm. When Projectors learn to slow down, to play more, to study their passions, then life will bring them the correct invitations for them which will lead to success.   


Another thing to note if you are a Projector is that you are constantly absorbing the energies around you. This means it’s good to be careful about the environments and people you surround yourself with. Find people (family and friends) that nourish you, that support you, and choose in this moment to really nurture those connections.    


Projectors, especially coming into 2027 and beyond, are here to become the natural managers and leaders of the world. As we’ve already said, Projectors do not carry a consistent source of energy in their own personal energy field, but instead, take in the energies of others and manage it.


SPLENIC

• When the individual has the Splenic Center defined, without the Solar Plexus or the Sacral Center
• Decisions made in the moment
• Intuition

PROFILE
3 / 6 Martyr / Role Model

• You will discover what works and what doesn’t work based on your trial and error process and will be someone who evolves into a wise role model who people seek for guidance. Wisdom often comes with age.

INCARNATION CROSS
Right Angle Cross of Service 17/18 and 58/52

The Right Angle Cross of Service
17 (Opinions)18 (Correction)58 (Aliveness)52 (Inaction)
Your Cross brings four logical energies together. The lead energy is opinion. With opinion energy, there is a great drive to correct and organize things so you can live a healthy, longer and more joyful life. You serve people through the logical energies of guidance, organization and correction. There maybe a drive to feel as if you are a healer, but it is important to understand that you are the guide and each person must take their own steps to truly heal.

I think I am going to need the book LOLOL BUT! That makes a lot of sense now because as a Projector, I have to master things, and I have always felt that way even when I was told I didn't need to.  Huh.

Books Read June
*ahem*

So, yeah, I am still behind in my reading but I have other things going on I guess LOL

Total 3 and they are all re-reads

Life is Sweet - Elizabeth Bass

The All Girl Filling Stations Last Reunion - Fannie Flagg

Patty Jane's House of Curl - Lorna Landvik

Onward!

I love it when I get to interact with the Crows.  This morning I was at Riverside National Cemetery and this lovely flew to the Carillion to have a chat with me. Even posed a bit when I was trying to frame it in the leaves.  The last picture I caught the second Crow next to the tree and a Hawk soaring above it.

Love being connected to Nature.

Egret!

So, I got up early for me, 7 AM, because some gardening needed tending before it hit 101 degrees today.  I was kneeling down moving some rocks and I saw this huge shadow on the wall. I looked up and Egret was staring right at me. I froze and I think my brain stopped functioning for a few seconds. Then I was trying to stage whisper to my Dad to LOOK AT THE WALL.

The Egret didn't seem fussed by us at all and just continued to sit and stare, then slowly walked along the wall to eat a bug or two. We watched this gorgeous bird for a few minutes and then it just took flight and left us dazed a  bit.    What an honor.

I was even more dazzled when I discovered one of Egret/Heron/Crane's attributes is a Psychopomp and stories of the Afterlife ! Huh!

​Some other Egret symbolism:

It has been said to have Divine Connections - a direct link to God.

They originate in the place  where the spirits of the dead go to the journey to the afterlife.

In the Bible it is associated with Christ's suffering because of the belief that this bird sheds tears.

It has a strong bond with all of the elements giving it diversity, balance and adaptation.

It teaches us to relax and BREATHE - helping us to restore inner calmness.

Egret medicine instills in us a sense of center to help us refine our senses and heighten our awareness.

Egret shows us how to be still and patient. To watch and wait with grace.

It brings much good luck.

​What an amazing morning.

I have been leaving food and water out for the Crows every day for a few months now. I also leave food for the other yard animals as well but the Crows are my Power Animals and mean much to me. There is a couple, Loki and Toto, who live nearby and I have been slowly earning their trust.

I had hoped to see some sort of sign, I know they have been known to leave gifts to people who help them, but I also know that to ask for a feather, which I have been doing, can mess them up LOL  I guess if a Crow sees you pick up a Crow feather, they might think you did something to one of them to get that feather?   

Anyway, this morning I walked out and set out the peanuts and on top of the small cement Buddhist temple that I feed them on was a water soaked peanut - all the nuts I put out were gone but this one was dead center and drenched in water. Much like they like to eat them.  I was tickled they left me one of their favorite snacks!

As I went back to give them cool and clean water, I froze in my tracks.  On each side of the temple was one perfect feather. My heart soared and I was so gobsmacked my brain stopped working for a minute LOL

Crows come to me in dreams and give me messages all the time, but this is the first time they have given me one in person!  Pure magic.  Aho! 

The problem with reading multiple books at a time is that one never finishes anything in a timely manner LOL   Plus, I have been busy studying and learning more about End of Life Care as well as doing life stuff.  I do read in bits and pieces but this month was a big THREE books finished.

Choosing to Die VSED - Phyllis Shacter -a re-read for class

11 22 63 - Stephen King  a re-read because I love this book and it was on hand

Diablo Mesa - Preston & Child   A NEW book because Library Book sale and I loved it to bits.

​Maybe more next month? LOL

Books Read in April

4 - yeah, I know but I have been in class for EOL training so I have not had much time. Also, I like playing with my cat.

Midlife Cancer - A Memoir - Pamela McColloch

The Dying Process - Katie Duncan

Wishful Drinking - Carrie Fisher

Sate of Wonder - Ann Patchett

​All new books, no re-reads and all good ones to boot!

My Grandmother she liked to be called, "Mom," came to me in my dream the other night. I don't mean I dreamed of her, I mean she visited me and it has been a long time since she has done that.  She died a long time ago but would often come when I needed some sort of help - she was always there to give me a loving boost of energy when I needed it.

So, in my dream she was sitting on the patio and inside the house I could hear festive type noises, I think we were having some sort of celebration lunch.  I told her she needed to come in and eat with us and she nodded but stayed seated in a patio chair.

She looked younger, like how I remember her when I was a kid - so pretty and kind.  She told me to come here and when I did she took my hands in hers and said, "look at me."  When I did, she looked deep into my eyes and told me that she was so proud of me. That I had become such a beautiful woman and that everything I have done was good and again that she loved me and was so proud of me.

I woke up shortly after that and I was just in tears.   I am almost at the end of the first part of my INELDA course and have been thinking about how to go forth into the death doula world and if I was doing the right things and she came at the perfect time to tell me that I was indeed doing the right things.

Thanks Mom - I love you.

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It's been awhile since I've really updated here and much has happened.

Let me introduce myself for anyone popping by.

I am Christina and I am a magpie of all the things.  I love reading, writing and any kind of creative art. I walk the Shamanic Path (The Four Winds Society) and am a Psychopomp which led into my taking EOL classes with INELDA so that I can do both sides of the EOL journey with people.  

I just finished Day 3 of the INELDA course and am so humbled and honored to be in a class of amazing instructors and students.  The course is so perfectly tailored from start to finish and I have learned so much already - mostly that I still have much to learn ;)

The classes have taken what I thought of as "surface work," and instead taking me into a deep dive down under the surface to explore in greater depth many topics and beliefs.  The people I have been paired with in small groups have been the exact people I have needed to learn from at the perfect time and that sort of synchronicity tells me I am precisely where I need to be right now. 

While I do plan on being a full spectrum end of life care (death) doula, I plan on specializing in Grief work - especially with families of suicide or sudden/unexpected deaths.   With that in mind I will be going back to school - I found a program of sociology/counseling that will enable me to widen my scope in helping people.  I also want to be sure everyone has their Advance Planning and Advanced Directives paper work in order. 

I am still processing so much of the class and my brain is full of ideas bursting all over the place but right now I need to focus on some "Learning at Home" work - which is Vigil Planning. Specifically my own Vigil and how I would like my last days to death to look like.

Call me twisted but I am grinning ear to ear while thinking about how I want everything to be - Death doesn't need to be all sadness - this inevitable failure of being will happen to us all. Sometimes humor and a light heart can help take us where we need to be.  The next great adventure awaits - just, you know, not quite yet ;)